Well it's ok. I know I have unresolved issues with him. He won't talk to me in real life.
In my dreams I am on the phone with him. I say " How are you" He says " I'm in France"
The next day I look on his web site, his pics from his trip to france on it . I knew he was going to Europe, I did not know where until the dream. I trust my dreams. I knew he was in France when I had the dream. It was good dream, pleseant. It's a way of connecting with someone I love but who will not connect out in the open in life.
He won't talk to me in life. So there is no hope of resolving this with him. I think I could if we talked. I also have settled into a sad but accepting place that resolution with him is impossible. But was left unresolved from the relationship. We had sex one night and he walked out my front door and I never saw him again. So "ok this is the end, no conversation at all. " It''s pretty consistant with what I know of him in other arenas. He walks away when there is a new women to latch onto.
Just curious if there can be any thing on my part to sever this connection. If that is appropriate. If my dreams tell me that I still need this or what. I don't know. Don't know if their is anything to be done exactly. A missed opportunity to really love is sad but happens all the time. Or what one does to resolve ( ? ) a deep connection that exists in dreams and other planes but cannot exist here right now.