So, I was feeling VERY down this morning, and I attributed it to being on break from classes (it always seems to happen)...then my boyfriend was saying he felt this really weird incredible feeling of loss this morning, like when a character in a book dies. For no reason. He doesn't get random depression like me, so I was wondering if he picked up on my stuff, or if somewhere a planet imploded...or what! Any thoughts?
Ya know what? I had an experience like that today...I woke up happy and chipper and all that jazz and at some point during the day I just became very very cranky...terrible mood without any external stimuli....
Dunno what it was...
This is actually quite interesting.
I had had a few bad days in a row, emotionally, but was determined to turn things around yesterday, but I too, felt a horrible void...a loss.....and wound up bawling for half of the day...like a baby!
Did not help that a man from my past, also possibly an empath, wrote to me after months of silence. I thought perhaps I was feeling his pain/misery as he was writing the letter....it was so strong.....because I was already crying when I got the letter.....then, when I received it, all hell broke loose...I was like an inconsolable little baby!
I tend to smile a lot naturally, and I realized that it was damn near impossible to smile yesterday, even when I wanted to.
Gloom and doom all around.
Now I am interested...
anybody else?
Also, yesterday morning I was thinking deeply about being an 'empath' and what it means to me....and saying how i didn't participate in this tribe ever....ha ha. Look at me, now.....
I so hear you guys! I used to live everyday feeling these things - up and down/ happy then impending doom and tried to figure out if I was sending or picking up and from where and what I should do about it. Interesting and cool (and pretty natural for an empath and most people are empathic to some degree) but so exhausting and neurotic making (or maybe that's just me).
So now I've been practicing - feeling the the feeling and saying, "okay, feeling, you can have me for a bit then either give me more clarity on how/ if I should actually take action. If taking action is not a good idea for all involved you will clear out of me and move on." It really really works! I didn't want to NOT feel but, my stars, after years of yo-yoing I didn't want to feel all this stuff that I really didn't 'need' to know/feel.
Like picking up catastrophes in my family or on the planet. That is interesting and sometimes kind of cool, but holy tamale do I really want to be doing that or do I want to turn my focus toward what is actually desired....like where can I add/find a bit of inspiration and what direction calls for solutions rather then walking through emotional mud.
Last week I woke up feeling really anxious, for no apparent reason, but I always know there is somewhere. When I went to take my morning herbs and supplements, my body needed 6 times the normal amount of Vitamin C. So I sensed what was going on, discovered my body had dumped early morning a ton of toxins, which was now playing with the neurotransmitters in my brain and my adrenals. It took a few days for the toxins to stop. But that was not the end of it, it got somewhat worse again, then the huge powerful topical storm which hit the coast of CA happened, then it subsided again, now down to a low level, it will take a some time for it to be normal again..
As was said, take it in more in stride if you can, but you have to know what you can seriously turn loose of and what what you can't. I am a sensitive Empath and can sense what my body needs and is doing. So I knew to take the extra Vit C to more quickly flush the toxins, and I took some GABA neurotransmitter to aid my nervous system calming down and normalizing.
Many times fear, can exacerbate the actual problem, knowledge frees us from the control of others and other things as well, and gives us more options.
David
I think the question really is: Did anything significant happen in the world on October 14th, 2009 around Mid-Day?
Seems a bunch of us felt something change at around that time...
yes, that is really the true question! Anyone know? I've got too much else going on to dig deep for answers.
was kind of wondering if it had anything to do with the moon being 'shot at'....but that was the week before, right?
Storms and now a Typhoon has devastated Philippines. It has been very wet and wild down under and in the Pacific this year, winter for down under in Australia and etc. Many of us on fruit plant sites have noticed that what Australia gets, we get the next season. So the US and etc could be in for a very super wet winter.
I have been in contact with a online fruit plant friend in Australia, there have been so many huge wet storms all winter, his yard he has, has had standing water nearly all winter.
But the earth has been more actively lately with movements and funny weather. Could be what is being felt is from the Earth. The earth is also has a living spirit and when man is not nice, Mother Earth responds right back, this be maybe the source.? Earthquakes have picked up again lately, if one has noticed.
David
